right now i am listening to bright eyes (conor oberst)...specifically the song the calender hung itself...this song always makes me wanna go stir crazy...i love the way he sings 'you are my sunshine...my only sunshine...' it's creepy...sinister...yeah...i'm sorry...i'm a saddlecreek fan, i can't help it...conor is a genius though...he tours w/ a harem of female musicians...if i ever had a band, it would be all male...like neko case...

so i'm still at work...it's cuz things are crazy around here...they leave me nothing to do for weeks on end and then all of a sudden everything must be done in the next 5 minutes please...shit...i suppose i shouldn't complain though...it's a job...and they treat me reallly well...considering i barely drag myself in here every morning by 9:30am...like where else can i get away w/ coming in after 10am occassionally from a midweek show that keeps me up til 2am? i SO need a vacation...josh, i'm coming to new york the week before your bday...

on a brighter note, my laptop at work died today...(btw, don't click on that link unless you're 18 or over)...i've been waiting for that bastard to call it quits for the past 2 years...my boss told me i could get a new laptop, and since i'm friends w/ the dude who's gonna purchase the machine, i'm gonna get a really sweet one...cd-rw/dvd combo drive...1.7gig processing speed...lots of RAM...LOTS of RAM...i'm a total taskmaster w/ my computers at work...i usually have 2 microsoft access databases open, lotus notes for work email, payroll software, excel, word, 3 copies of internet explorer, and my musicmatch jukebox...i'm gonna have to bribe my tech guy to install my musicmatch software cuz they've made it impossible for us to install stuff ourselves on the computers any more...otherwise i'll be stuck listening to cds...which isn't the end of the world...i just like making a 70-song playlist for a workday sometimes...

alright. i'm going home...

p.s. i'm gonna be a GROOMSMAID for josh & lielle's wedding in october...that sounds so weird...i hope that means i don't have to wear a dress...that would be so sweet if i got to wear a tux! megan told me i'd probably wear a black dress. oh well...i don't like dresses...josh is getting married...woah...we're getting old...